Finally we locked up, as I decided not to let go of Xanda's left arm after lightly batting against it.  Xanda came in closer to see if she could assert her strength and push me away.  She was able to push me back a little, but for the most part we became immovable, together.  It was a brief moment, but long enough to send waves of sensuality through my body!  She didn't mind my penis coming into contact with her thigh during our cautious grappling.  In fact, I think she was trying to encourage it - WANTING me to ejaculate my strength, and bravely waiting to see if I'd react that way!